These first pages contain poetry that strikes chords within all of us. Some, show love, that is quite sick and perverted, obsessive, demeaning, sadistic, controlling, dominating and manipulative. And more. As you recognize yourself, and your love experiences within these words, whenever you have that “ah-ha”, know that you’ve made a learning or understanding, that is helping you to know yourself better. And the more you know of your sicker, dysfunctional self, the more power you will gain over being your true, authentic self. These poems are not just rants against lovers who were compete assholes, but about how deeply I allowed myself to get in these kinds of love, and why. But in the end of them all, you will be shown the rides into the worlds of dysfunction and depravity. It happens easier than you think, and after it’s too late to stop all the pain that comes with it. But for some of us, possibly many, we find our true selves, within this pain, and in this journey, the agony truely becomes, the ecstacy.
Everything to do with love deviant, dominant, and submissive.
May 5, 2008 at 8:11 am (The Raw Sides of Love)
Tags: deviant, dominant, raw, submissive
justasksatan said,
May 6, 2008 at 11:10 pm
Deviants may not be as uncommon as we think… within all of us lay the potential for ‘crossing the line’… allowing the deviant aspect to come forward and assume ascendancy… most people resist this effectively through their upbringing. Then there are the others. The deviants… We who let ourselves be ourselves, regardless of how society may view us… it is a hard road, and one less traveled, to be sure. I respect those who dare to walk that road.
D
paganianwords said,
February 23, 2010 at 2:28 pm
Which, is exactly why, I have chosen to no longer hide, for society’s sake. It requires far too much energy, to subvert one’s true self, keep it hidden, just to not upset the balance of others. Fuck them. To live one’s life, authentically, is freedom, pure and simple. I refuse to live, any other way.
L